depression: uhh stay in bed u dont have the energy and are incompetent of productivity anyway
anxiety: get OUT of it!!!!! too much to do!!!! too much to DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
me:
mines dreams by fleetwood mac
me: wow i actually don’t feel so bad maybe i’m getting better!
me 2 minutes later:
are u a ‘don’t eat bc of depression’ or ‘eat too much bc of depression’
“Why are you shaking your leg?”
Anxiety
“Why are you so shy?”
Anxiety
“Why don’t you try new things?”
Anxiety
“Why-”
ANXIETY
- not showering regularly
- not bushing your teeth regularly
- living in filth
- caring about your grades but not enough to do anything about them
- thinking about suicide more than graduating
- considering suicide whenever any problem arises
- tired
- no motivation
- no energy
- walking is so hard
- sometimes even talking is too much work because you’re so god damn tired
- laying in bed for hours because you’re too tired to move
- feeling nothing but sometimes everything
- knowing you’re not alone but still feeling alone
- that constant mindset of, “Who cares? I wont be around much longer anyways.”